Friday, February 13, 2009

Giving up on Dating

I was having a conversation with a guy friend of mine one facebook. He and I discuss all the random ish that happens in my head. This day we were discussing why in my 20s I feel like I want to give up on dating PERIOD!! and why men can't have a real conversation with a woman. So here is the conversation:

Princess
Today at 11:21am
Not sure but I am sure something is wrong with me. I think I may become just another one of those people who can't bond properly with others.

MD
Today at 11:40am
NO I DONT THINK SO....LOOK AT US....YOUR A VERY NICE PERSON TO TALK TO......I TOLD YOU BEFORE I WANTED TO GET TO KNOW YOU A LITTLE BETTER BUT IM NOT GONNA FORCE YOU TO DO ANY THING YOU DONT WANT TO DO......AND IF YOU CAN TALK TO ME AND I KNOW IM DIFFICULT...LOL

Princess
Today at 11:57am
I don't mean like that but a personal relationship with people. I realize that I speak to and we have these conversations but I never have to face you at least not unwillingly. What I mean to say is when I meet people I smile and laugh and completely look like we are having a great time but yet on the inside I am scream at them to shut up because I don't care what they have to say. I also mean to say that when I have had to cut people off from my life the same since of caring or really the lack of there of resurfaces as if were never gone. I also mean that I just don't think that I can form an actual interest into a person without think this person has no idea how dumb they sound while I shake my head in agreement or disagreement with them.

I know this is a lot but if you get confused somewhere let me know.

MD
Today at 12:37pm
SO BASICALLY YOU NEED MORE THAN THE AVERAGE IDIOT OUT THERE.....LOL....YOU NEED SOMEONE YOU CAN RELATE WITH IN EVERY ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE.....THING IS YOU ATTRACT THE ONES WHO COMES UP....AYE SHAWTY....RATHER THAN HOW ARE YOU DOING MISS

Princess
Today at 12:59pm
I don't give the type of guy that would even call me shawty (very disrespectful and meaningless word) the time of day, but even when I speak back to a guy calls me miss or beauty or any other words used for flattery I still have that felling that I know that this also is just as shallow. I mean I am only 20 years old and I feel like no one (totally exaggerating) can have a real conversation like my political views, or what I wanna do and why, or how come you think like that. I mean talk to me like a person not like I am dense or I can't think on my own or I have no opinion at my age, or even like I am only interested in things that will land them and me in a bed together. Which leads me to think I don't even wanna be with you like that when you can't even hold a conversation. I find this occurs in people in there teens all the way up to their late 20 early thirties and that still depends on when they think this is a good time for them to grow up in their mind. I am 20 and I just don't think it is natural for me to feel like I am ready to just stop dating period

MD
Today at 1:15pm
wow thats serious.....but then again thats how most people act to me also....but im a person who acts childish myself when i can....now for all the time have we spoken and being honest now....what do you think?
Princess
Today at 1:18pm
You are cool people and have being willing to listen to me rant
MD
Today at 1:20pm
well thats my thing...i love hearing people talk/rant whatever you want to call it.....something to talk about......its like im always the one finding something to talk about no matter who i talk to....i'm not saying we should be talking about the periodic table but atleast have something better to talk about than that new beyonce CD
Princess
Today at 1:23pm
right there are more things that matter in life than just the pop culture BS and over publicized events

Well we went on and on about this for a while but this is basically the meat and bones of the situation. Have you ever felt like "If I never have to go out with another dude I would be ok with that". Is this a part of life and growing up or and I just screwed up in the head like that.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Love and Crazy and Sexy

Let us start with Chrihana situation

Stella Artois by shitalicious.
I know I can't be the only one laughing at this
I mean there is no good reason to hit a woman but if a woman get buck like a man you should get handled like one (boxed her up).
She probably got all 'Single Ladies' and 'I Don't Need A Man' on him and he was just fed up.

I think I am going back to dating white men exclusively
Sorry black men but you all gotta start acting right
Could be me though?
Naw

How does a man say he wanna be with you but then act like you don't exist?
*raise hand*
He just want the goodies only.
*Snatches plate* My goodies Nicca

Why does popcorn smell like feet but when it burn it just plan ol' stinks.
Is that what burnt feet smell like?

Did you know Lady Gaga is the ish?
If not you know now

Wanna send a special F-you to a special person.
Thanks for the discount

OMG I think I may be a real biatch compared to you others

JK I am nice to everyone

What is the original purpose of the ability to lie?
I personally hate and shy away from doing it.

If I get told I have a big butt one more time I will scream
because I can't find it.
You are a liar (arrrrrggggg)

SO tired of people saying they think I am cute
"Really Me too"

Is being a bitch a part of being crazy?
Naaa

Cutie pie
http://www.gushhappy.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/albert-hollis.jpg
I love this man's body. Look delicious.

What is going on in this crazy world?
I need money where is the money at?
In my pocket.
a dollar for a smile!  (1 of 3) by sansanparrots.

Who can up with the idea of Valentine's Day?
It's a gimmick
Don't you show me you love me every day?
Maybe not
But you should

Why are women so separated and divide?
Reasons why I don't hang with them
Love my boys

Boys are like the sea shore
The are beautiful but shallow.

Dazzling by KhayaL.

Naaa I am not crazy
Just like to play fare

This is real love
Black high heels peep-toe by Markusram

I love shoes

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Leaving for More

Touching me like him

Kissing me like him

What's the difference

It's the same hindrance

No real connection

Just wanna use protection

I let them ease up to me

Getting closer to me

Roll the dice

See if you both can score

Not like those whores

Who don't want more

I need a foundation

Before you get this creation

Over the fascination of sex

Going to get me that respect