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Today is the first day

I need to take a look at myself
Like a really good look
I'm needy kind
Sort of
I like having people well let's scratch that I like having male attention in my life
It's funny because I've alway had my dad so I'm not really sure why I'm like this

I believe my reflection is the biggest show of who and what I am
In my reflection is peace of knowing I can change
In my reflection is love for the life I have and enjoy
In my reflection is God who stand next to me in all things

I am realigning myself
Tighten up ship and getting connected to the life I want

I just let him walk off....

"With all of my stuff"



I left him do this to me again
This time I knew
This time I could see
This time I didn't hold on as long as I did before
AND for that I am proud
Hurt really bad but none the less proud

He used the L-word this time to pull me in or soften the blow
Not really sure which but neither worked
SO

Right now I feel like an idiot
AGAIN
There will probably no next time for him
Or for any one for that matter
Hmph

He knows he holds the keys to my emotions, my heart and my love
Guess who gave it to him
ME
Yep ME
Agh

After this I will be one coldhearted mother... shut yo mouth
Blood is black and it will move like molasses
If I can find all the pieces

"somebody almost run off wit alla my stuff/ & i waz standin
there/ lookin at myself/ the whole time"