Three Truths One Lie

I met in public... Two years ago

I saw you and knew I wasn't ready 

I still had HIM in my body 

You took the edge off 

You gave me a since of clarity
A chance to breath new air

But 

You gave me questions and pause 

You made me wonder before, during and after 

You're HIM without all the trappings 
You're HIM the long route

I want you but you don't want me

You want her

And I don't blame you 

The picture I see is blurry but it's in focus to you 

I am what you say you want but 
I am not her 

She isn't ready