Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Refuse To Wait Forever

The lies and the mistakes of others

I trust whole heartily

Why are they the ones whom betray me

Why can I not move pass it

Have I not fully forgiven them

Is it that I have learned a lesson that I cannot forget

How do I go about forgiving them

Keeping my eyes open for the same test again

Maybe I have not learned my lesson

It seem like complete insanity

I do the same crap over and over and over again.

Everything in my life is new

Except for this same situation I have put my self back into

I wonder what it is for me to learn from this

I thought I found the answer but here it is again

I know my friends want me to let it go but

I just can't is my addiction

This was my addiction

I am done

Dusting my hands and knees off

Walking away in killer heels

1 comment:

Eb the Celeb said...

you may not understand it right now but I do believe everything happens for a reason so what you are suppose to get from whatever happens will eventually reveal itself to you... but until then... walk in them fly pumps with unprecedented swagger