Friday, October 31, 2008

Looking Back at NCJ

Behind was you but now you are here in face

I can't erase you from my life

You have come back twice

Even after what happened the last time

I will not allow you to hurt me unintentionally or intentionally

I told you the last time how I felt about you

You have to leave me alone for my own sake

I am so fragile that I break myself

To you I am just another girl on your list

I have no meaning to you at all

I figured out why we stopped talking

It is because you consistently lie

Or maybe I just don’t believe you

But the chuckle in the background is not comforting

Am I the front, the back, or someone you seem to remember out of convince

Or ever so clearly that you can’t forget me

I wish you could be as clear as I am

I know what I want and I will have it

You are my favorite nothing with or without you


Charles said...

I'm new to your blog, and I love your layout and your style. I like the poem too...good stuff. I'll def be back...

Skoolboi Krush said...

That's real, right there. Keep droppin' these jewels. Oh, I love that Keri Hilson joint too.

Nicole said...

Wow this was good! I can definitely relate. I have wrote any poetry in a while. It's been years since I felt inspired to write something. a few months ago I found inspiration and sometimes I feel myself feeling this same way. unbelievable. * claps hands * you know i'm coming back!