Good Advice ... Think twice

My Life has been turned up side down
So I figure it's time for a change



This book has changed and is changing my life
.... Along with God duh

I been going through alot but here's what my goals are:
1. Get a real Job (3-6months)
2. Get my own car
3. Get my own place to stay

I'm only writing this to hold me to my word

ANYWAYZ

Boys are fun as usual
I need a new rotation though *ugh*

Friends have been ok
Three of them have been especially supportive
What can I say I have great friends
...At least three

Is it strange for a friend to ask you to be their bridesmaid when they never told you about their engagement or the man they are marrying?
Don't matter because I do
If I say no it's like setting me up for the okie doke
*No one put baby in a corner* LOL

I know everyone is looking to me for some much needed fun when I get home
You'll be sadly disappointed
*Wonk wonk*
I gotta stay focused
Let's get it *Jezzy Voice*


My bestie D she's my inspiration
Hustle for me Hustle

Now that you have it all...

You want me too. Why can't you just be happy without me being your backup, just in case or second fiddle? I know I deserve way more than what I've been settling with. You have everything I ever wanted from you. I wanted love, I wanted relationship/commitment, and I wanted you to want me. I guess that was too much to ask for when I'd been settling for less all this time. I've taken this as a lesson to stand on what I believe and don't waiver for any less. I love you but I love me way more. I love me enough to know I can't settle for a friendship with you all knowing I want more and need more. I want you to be happy and it seems you are happy. I wish you the best and I hope you treat her with the same respect if not more than you treated me with.
Always a Princess never the Queen