Good Advice ... Think twice

My Life has been turned up side down
So I figure it's time for a change



This book has changed and is changing my life
.... Along with God duh

I been going through alot but here's what my goals are:
1. Get a real Job (3-6months)
2. Get my own car
3. Get my own place to stay

I'm only writing this to hold me to my word

ANYWAYZ

Boys are fun as usual
I need a new rotation though *ugh*

Friends have been ok
Three of them have been especially supportive
What can I say I have great friends
...At least three

Is it strange for a friend to ask you to be their bridesmaid when they never told you about their engagement or the man they are marrying?
Don't matter because I do
If I say no it's like setting me up for the okie doke
*No one put baby in a corner* LOL

I know everyone is looking to me for some much needed fun when I get home
You'll be sadly disappointed
*Wonk wonk*
I gotta stay focused
Let's get it *Jezzy Voice*


My bestie D she's my inspiration
Hustle for me Hustle

HAPPY HOLIDAYS *update*

Let's see . . .

School is GREAT
Right Place Right Time

New Boy from the last post
He's still here
We are going very well
Better than I ever thought after 5 months of knowing each other

My girls are doing fine *clears throat*

Ms. Need a Man has several men in her life
Nope not jealous
I believe the you should play the game
BUT not with your own HEART
Guess I'll be there again to watch it crash and burn
This time we'll have a come to Jesus Meeting



Ms. Sis
She's having a Blast in college
Taking advantage of being SINGLE
Hope she's truly happy with all her decisions



PARTY PARTY PARTY
I've missed two parties that I was suppose to attend
Mandy and Court both turned 21 without me *pout*
I'm sure they had a blast though



I have to say I'm pretty happy now
I hate that I'm never happy enough to stop looking
Settling down has that 'S' word I don't like to use
I'd rather have what I want than anything at all
He's what I want for now
I know that for sure
IF at any point this turns into what I had you know me
*Slamming the gas petal* *screeching tires*
I'll be out like a candle on a birthday cake



*NEW YEAR RESOLUTION*
Be real happy not just half way



P.S. He got married. I'm sure the others will to because I pray for them

*Update* Random I'm back

OK I'm back now ready to keep this going.


I been doing some adjustment in my life.
I'm 20 now and have decide that I need to make me happy
If not then who *hmm*
No matter what mess I make on the way it's my mess


Well I have started to cut a few more people out of my life
*snip* *snip*
They aren't clearly dragging me down
But they are messing with my mind
Can't have that


I have one new additions in my life
You know the usual
Boys
Hoes
Clothes
*HUH*



I final got my payment after 2 years
MEMO: DON'T LOAN MONEY TO NO ONE WITHOUT THEM SIGNING SOMETHING



I feel like I'm on the right road
FINALLY



Now I just need to keep my promise