HAPPY HOLIDAYS *update*

Let's see . . .

School is GREAT
Right Place Right Time

New Boy from the last post
He's still here
We are going very well
Better than I ever thought after 5 months of knowing each other

My girls are doing fine *clears throat*

Ms. Need a Man has several men in her life
Nope not jealous
I believe the you should play the game
BUT not with your own HEART
Guess I'll be there again to watch it crash and burn
This time we'll have a come to Jesus Meeting



Ms. Sis
She's having a Blast in college
Taking advantage of being SINGLE
Hope she's truly happy with all her decisions



PARTY PARTY PARTY
I've missed two parties that I was suppose to attend
Mandy and Court both turned 21 without me *pout*
I'm sure they had a blast though



I have to say I'm pretty happy now
I hate that I'm never happy enough to stop looking
Settling down has that 'S' word I don't like to use
I'd rather have what I want than anything at all
He's what I want for now
I know that for sure
IF at any point this turns into what I had you know me
*Slamming the gas petal* *screeching tires*
I'll be out like a candle on a birthday cake



*NEW YEAR RESOLUTION*
Be real happy not just half way



P.S. He got married. I'm sure the others will to because I pray for them

Baby We Just Happened ...

We were once the best of friends
Knowing nothing till the end
Earning it more and more
Looking forward to what's in store
I fell with lustful eyes and an open heart
Hating every second while we are apart
Hearing my minds eye "You're letting your feelings show"
They grow
Deep and long and tender to touch
Wanting to submerge myself in your much
Waiting for the time to come
Peaking at the top
Ready to hop
And
I jumped
Then bumped
And fell from grace
Now I am don't wanna race
I am pushing you away
Out from my way
While the tears fall
The wall
Gets bigger
I get bitter

SO OVER THEM ALL

My dating life sucks

The one you want is the one you can have

But the one(s) you can have you don't want

Even if you do want them it only a momentary fix

Definitely a rida if I like ya



"Can't believe what you have done to me" - Mya (No Touching)

In most cases/situations I take what I want

I have only been ready to jump twice

Once I actually did it and no body caught me

I ran like the wind after that

And ever since but now I am tired

I hate the saying this quote "The grass looks greener on the other side"

No it is greener I have been over there

I think I am narcissistic but I am ok with that

Maybe not

Men are not all dogs

Some look like other animal Prefect example



When does the cool chick get what she wants

I am soooooooooo young it's scary to think on day I will alone

O hell no

Someone wanna be my roommate PLEASE!

How does a guy say "Ain't nothing wrong with me"

But follow it with "I ain't perfect"

Well don't they cancel out HMMM

Maybe I am too picky

Nope I want what I got or better

A car, two spots, a job, higher education

Definitely not too much

It never really phases me to be without a "MAN"

Because they are never around long

I have one Man in my life

My pops

Definitely not over him

He is where my standards come from